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Friday, October 03, 2008

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 07:16:20 GMT

pathetic.....this is what I feel right now. stuck in the place not belong to me, do the same boring job eveyday.

I want to have some changings, change my job, change where I live, meet some new friends, do things I've never done before.

I want people look at my eyes when they talk to me. I want people think of me when they have any gathering.

Every night, I dream that I was not me. I was another pretty, confident, talkative, smark girl who live in Japan or Korean,somewhere not in Hong Kong. I didn't have parents , but I did have a big brother who raised up me or loved me a lot.

I liked singing, hated sports, had a lot of friends. Everybody liked me.

I had my dream and I worked very hard to make it real.

And this is totally the opposite of what I am now.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 14:14:46 GMT

I had my Japanese Final Exam this morning, it was very hard for me. I don't think I can get a pass. If I fail, I will have to have another exam. And this will be my last chance. I will keep studying everday, maybe just 30 minutes.

funny

Sat, 17 May 2008 01:16:41 GMT

Sim3 will be released....don't know when yet.

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 00:16:07 GMT

Everyone knows I love Sims2....I have been plaing this game since 5 years ago. They are going to release Sims3. here is the news.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 00:55:36 GMT

Suddenly, I remember one thing that's really bothering me. 唉~~~small Yuen is one of my best friends, and sometimes, I do think she hates me a lot. Couple of weeks ago, I invited Bra, Dee, small Yuen and my beauty teacher to my beauty class. Bra was really nice to me, even though she knew I was not the best beauty consultant, but she did highly respect me.

On that day, I was nervous. Bra and I arrived quite early. Then we waited for Dee and small Yuen. On the phone, small Yuen said they were AT the Mok Kok Center, I told her how to go to where we were From Mok Kok Center. small Yuen didn't understand me. Finally, they found the place. And small Yuen kept complaining about it.

And we found that they were not AT Mok Kok Center. Then she should say they were near Mok Kok Center instend of saying they were At Mok Kok Center.

And look at her eyes , she really looks down upon me.

I was really upseted about it because I can remember when she was working in an insurance company, I didn't turn my nose up at her, so why are you doing this to me??? If you really think "beauty consultant" is not a proper job, you shouldn't have come to my beauty class at first, especially, to your close friends, you should at least, show some respect. I derserve a little more respect.

"Beauty Consultant" is only my part time job, if I don't do it , I wouldn't die. I wouldn't lie and do anything bad because of my part time job. As a close friend, I thought you should know me, at least, pretend you are.

The reason of being a "beauty consultant" is it does inspiring me, building me to be a more confident person.Perheps because the company is hold by christian and most of the beauty consulant are christian too.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 00:15:09 GMT

I think I should write something here, as least, once a month. hahaha~~~

I have mentioned that I am going to study English in Open Unversity. I went to the Course Material Distribution Center to collect the Course package. The package contained lots of notes , CDs and my self studying schedule. After reading some of the notes, material, I felt ......pressure. I am not sure if I can handle it. I am hoping after you read this message, you would pray for me. ^ ^
'cause I don't see how I can do it.

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I have been reading Bible since I came back to Hong Kong from my three-day-missionary.After all, I realized how lucky I am. I can live in the world full of God's words. So now, I have done Genesis ,Exodus ,Leviticus ,Numbers ,Deuteronomy ,Joshua ,Judges ,Ruth ,1 Samuel ,2 Samuel . Now I am reading 1King. My plan is to fisinh reading the whole bible in the end of this year.

hahaha~~In fact, I have so many plans.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 16:39:16 GMT

After three days trip going to China with church friends for a mission, I am still on my New Year Holiday. Usually, I would spend my whole holiday on computer games, but this time, I went to China for mission. I have learnt something I can never learn and see in Hong Kong. Thanks God for letting me such a small person to see and feel his love, his mission, his power and even letting me be part of his mission.

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Yuen's Brithday was pasted a mouth but we celebrated it yesterday as Yuen was too busy. We had dinner in one of the restaurant in Prince Edware. The food was good. We talked we laughed we had good time. Yuen had mentioned a story about having one thousand dollar which was very funny.I told Bra this story she can't help laughing. We had mentioned something about marriage. I have been thinking about that question if I will ever get marry? What if I will never find my Mr right? Will I be very sad? I don't know. And suddenly, I realize I am only a passenger, one day, I will go back to God's arm. And all questions will not be a questions anyomre. What I need to do is having faith in God.

All I Want Is You - Barry Louis Polisar - Juno Soundtrack

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 09:50:47 GMT

I was listening to this song on radio with my mobile phone when I was on my way to home. I was totally attracted by this song. When I closed my eyes, I almost could see many children were dancing on a grassland.

hope you guys enjoy it.

All I Want Is You - Barry Louis Polisar - Juno Soundtrack

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 10:09:27 GMT

I know what people think about Open University.It's the worst university in Hong Kong. And even myself, I have never ever imagined that I would be one of the students. Now I am. I hate that question----what university are you in? I hate that silence after the answer comes out from my mouth.

There is an old question, you would rather be the best of the worst or the worst of the best?

If I didn't apply the university, I would be the best of the worst.
But now, I am the worst of the best. I don't feel good.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 10:00:43 GMT

I was checking my mail, opened a mail from xanga which were the dairies writen by all of my friends. One of it mentioned that someone took a photo on Mars. And a man was in the photo.

I don't think it is a man.What do you think?

Check it out
http://cbs11tv.com/technology/mars.man.nasa.2.636406.html